Well... as things get going so good and everyone is happy go lucky; all good things must come to an end. I had my first break up this week. And lets just say it wasn't pretty. I broke up with him. We both knew it was going to happen but we both didnt want to be the one to break up with the other one.
But I knew that I needed to be out of that situation and move onto bigger and better things. I dont regret going out with Craig. I never will. He was a great person to me and I will never forget how he treated me. I just needed to be at a state where I could see myself in the future and where I was at wasnt looking like I was going to change to make my future what I wanted. I guess you could say it didnt go completely bad but I still have this hurt in my heart for doing it. I miss cuddling with him and how he always was with me.
Nothing can change what we had and nothing ever will I think. Craig is a great person and I have hope that he will become an even greater person and make some girl so happy. But that girl just isnt me. As much as we both wanted it to be, I couldnt ever be the girl he wanted and he couldnt ever be the man I wanted. So breaking up was hard to do but knowing that there is someone out there for me waiting for me, is one million times greater than being with someone only half of what I really want.
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