Thursday, January 29, 2009

Words that have made me stop and think about the last 7 months....

As alot of you know, I love music. It basically runs my life. So when I was doing my daily, go to YouTube; listen to music deal, I came upon this song that made me think about my breakup with Brandon! I always thought he was "the one" for me, that I was 100% happy with my life, and that everything was great until he broke up with me. We only dated for a month so why is that breakup hard on me? Why was it and why is it still? I didn't think I could ever find someone who could make me so happy as Brandon did. I looked forward to waking up and being able to talk to him but when we broke up, I didnt have that anymore. I felt so alone and so useless because I was very unhappy.

This song along with many others similar to it have given me strength to move on and I KNOW that there is in fact someone out there who will complete me and make me more happy than I've ever been. I haven't found him yet, but I know he is there! The Lord works in mysterious ways and I believe he watches out for me daily. Sometimes I just need a wake up call to get me back to what I'm supposed to be doing!
Here's the words. Its called, One Day You Will By Lady Antebellum

You feel like you’re falling backwards
Like you’re slippin’ through the cracks
Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back
You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can’t see it now

Chorus
But down the road the sun is shining
In every cloud there’s a silver lining
Just keep holding on (just keep holding on)
And every heartache makes you stronger
But it won’t be much
you'll find love, you’ll find peace
And the you you’re meant to be
I know right now that’s not the way you feel
But one day you will

You wake up every morning and ask yourself
What am I doing here anyway
With the weight of all those disappointments
Whispering in your ear
You’re just barely hanging by a thread
You wanna scream but you’re down to your last breath
And you don’t know it yet

Repeat Chorus

Find the strength to rise above
You will
Find just what you’re made of, you’re made of

Repeat Chorus

One day you will
Oh one day you will

This song has changed my life. Right now, it is one of my favorites. Be sure to look it up so you can hear how it sounds too, (sorry I dont know how to post the vids from YouTube on here!) It's country so be aware of that, you non-country lovers! I cried when I first heard it but I've been an emotional wreck this week, so I've cried about the smallest things! :( Hope you like it!!!

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