Time For A Change...

Well... Obama has promised this for a while and I'm not seeing anything so I'm stepping up to the plate and making my own changes. Are they good for me? Do I know if I will be happy? I dont know, but I need some sort of change right now.

First of all, I'm MOVING!!!! Ok, not too far, just across the street to another apartment complex called Village on the Parkway. They've told me that the ward is better over there and the bishop is AWESOME! I have big expectations so we'll see if this is a better or a worse change for me. I've lived here for a really long time and feel like I need this change. I have about 3 weeks to pack and be out of here too. Looking around seeing how much stuff I have, I wonder how much of it will fit in my cavelier. We'll see in about 20 days! :)

Still looking for a job! How long have I been doing this now? 4 months, 5? 6? I dont know! I really want a new/additional job, especially for the summertime when I will have all this free time and to do what? Spend money I dont have? Lay out and ruin my body by giving it cancer? I NEED A NEW JOB!!!!!

I'm going to focus more of my time on the gospel and studying the scriptures! I've been looking for happiness in all of the wrong places, aka BOYS! I dont need a guy to make me happy. I, first have to find out who I am and what's best for ME before I let someone take my heart and just break it. So I'm going to rely more on the Lord and have faith that he can heal my broken heart. I've made a goal to read The Book of Mormon by my 22nd birthday. (Yes I know, thats not till December but its still a goal right?)

I'm going to listen to what my family has to say! Especially with dating/relationships, my happiness, and well being. I need to be that example for my family. I need to live up to my name. I've always loved that, 'live up to your name'. Make my ancestors proud of me and my future family proud of me too.

CHANGE IS GOOD!!!! LET'S SEE IF I CAN DO IT!!!!!