You know how one day you wake up and you think your life is as perfect as it can be and then the next everything changes and you're left with nothing? Well, thats how it happend, the day I lost my best friend. He didnt die or anything but Brandon broke up with me!
He had just gotten back from his mission and I was the only girl he had dated since he got back, so of course I knew it was hard. I knew that he needed to date alot of other girls and I told him that almost as soon as we got really serious but he always told me he was so happy and didnt need to be with other girls because he had his perfect girl, me! That made me feel really good about myself so I didnt let the fact that dating other girls was really bothering me, affect me!
Things were going great, we were sooo happy with each other and got somewhat comfortable with each other, then it took a turn for the worse. He had went to the singles ward in West Jordan and there he realized he needed to date other people. He knew what he was missing out on and decided he couldnt have a girlfriend and date other girls so he broke it off. It was hard to let him do it but I know its for the best for both of us.
The Lord gives us trials to make us stronger and I am now realizing why. He is testing me and Brandon to see if we are really meant for each other. I love Brandon so much and I cant wait until he finally realizes what he wants, if its me or not but only time will tell!
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Its hard, just keep your chin up. Heavenly Father has a funny way of seeing how strong we are. We love you
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